For whatever reason that I'm unable to explain...well...that goes without saying, right?.... in some sort of crazy cosmic mystery I've had a disproportionate amount of relationships with girls whose names begin with the letter "A". Four in particular: Alison, Angela, Amber and Ana have left an indelible mark on my heart...yes..there's more "A's" than just those 4.....2 or 3 more I think...but..those are the 4 who've mattered most....
Notre Dame had its four horseman....I have my 4 Aphrodite's...Without going into detail as to any of the four...each deserve their individual blogs at a later time....I will say I only had sex with one of the four...slept with two....but could have laid all four....but, don't be mistaken...I had a tremendous affection for all four....ultimately it was never about the sex.....
Which brings me to my point of this particular entry....What if the one girl that was right for you passed you by?...I mean...sure I can say that none of them were the "ones" because it didn't work out with any of them...but...what if it the timing wasn't right?...or what if I did something to screw it up...likely...or what if they didn't realize how much I actually did like them?...here's another sure bet....at some point...all four liked me...that is without question....
Even though it's been years since I've had anything to do with any of the four...it's amazing how I still measure others I meet today against them....no one's come close to touching me like those did...and I wonder if I'll ever meet someone that makes my heart skip like they did...I was never serious with any of them...and barely dated two...although I did know each of them for a considerable amount of time....yet...still...I know it could have been more...it should have been more....
When you're as single as long as I've been...you do wonder where is the one who will move you most....will you ever meet her?...and worse....have you already met her?
So what do I do?.....I just keep my eyes open...never too quick to dismiss anyone...I never take for granted who I meet....because I never know....her name just might begin with the letter "A."
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